Clean

I'm just about
Just about
Ready to explode
I feel it in my neck
Gunpowder in my belly
Down to something else
Something else.
It's all inside me
Buzzing 'round me
Swimming through me
Hug my toesies
But I never never never
No I never ever ever
Can you take it back forever?
Get it out.
I'll do anything to save--
If there's a God: "Take it away!"
Not a doctor
Not a lawyer
Not a parent here can save.
Not a God--
What God?
There's not a God here who can save;
There's a little girl inside me
Hiding in my brain
And she cleans away the thoughts
That pool up.
That pool up.
But she's not much of a maid
As you can plainly see
No, she's not much of a maid
She left a mess for me
Now I can't clean it all
It's been stacking for too long
No I can't clean it all
No I can't clean it--
No I can't clean--
No I can't--
No I--
No.